loss and heartache

hi. to all the women out the who have gone through miscarriage or still going through recurrent miscarriages, i understand better than anyone that feeling of emptyness and how you just wonder why the earth doesnt open and swallow you up well at least thats how i felt. utter resentment to evryone and evrything. after 10years i have decided to blog just so i can come to the realisation that other women are going or have gone thru this nightmare of loss. after 2 stillbirths, 2 miscarriages , 3 dnc's and 7 years of wanting to just die i neva stopped pleading with god and finally i had a baby. premature at 26 weeks a ceasar was done but god willing my child is beautiful and perfect. so plkease who ever is reading this be strong if you going through this heartache too and dont rely on people for support for the greatest being to put your trust in is god and it will pay of in the end. just believe.